Karen Jensen
The idea for this story came from a conversation I had in
chat room 15 or more years ago. It has been rattling around in my head for some
time now. I was talking to a person who was supposedly the mother of 2 teenage
sons who she forced to dress as girls as punishment, even taking them in public
so dressed. It was an interesting conversation which sounded more like a story
you might find on one of the TG story sites. While the idea came from this
person I chatted with, the plot is my own idea. This story is complete fiction
and any resemblance to persons living or dead is pure coincidence. I hope you
enjoy it. Please leave your comments, good or bad. I try to learn from
corrective criticism.
This story includes some forced cross-dressing and some sex.
If this offends you, it is not the right story for you to read.
I want to thank Annabelle Brito for reviewing and making
suggestions that I believe have greatly improved the story.
This story is complete fiction and any resemblance to
persons living or dead is pure coincidence. I hope you enjoy it. Please leave
your comments, good or bad. I try to learn from corrective criticism.
Jeremy:
My mother, along with her sister, owned a bridal wear shop.
I would go there after school and do my homework in the back room. The store
was open 6 days a week, so mom would have every other Saturday and every Sunday
off. When she had to work on Saturday, she had a neighborhood girl babysit for
me until I was 12, when she trusted me to be home by myself. My story starts
when I was 17.
Abby and I were lying on my bed, kissing and caressing. We
were both fully clothed. She had been my girlfriend for a several months. While
we had engaged in mutual masturbation, and I had spent some time playing with
and sucking on her beautiful breasts, we had gone no further. She made it plain
to me that there would be no intercourse since she was saving herself. For
what, she did not say, but that was ok with me. To be perfectly honest I was a virgin
and a bit nervous about having sex. I was satisfied with what we did and felt
extremely fortunate to have a girlfriend as beautiful as Abby.
She had been recruited to play basketball for St. Ann's, the
high school we both attended and this was her first year there, though she was
already a junior. She was a star player, destined for a college scholarship. At 5’10”, she was 3” taller than me. The
height difference never bothered either of us. We met and started dating during
the summer when we were both attending summer school. We were assigned as lab
partners in biology and became quite friendly. I asked her out after a few
weeks and she accepted. We had been dating ever since.
I was running my hand up under her short skirt when she sat up suddenly. She pointed towards my closet and said "what's that?"
I looked over and groaned, thinking to myself this can't be happening. My closet door was slightly ajar and a dress was clearly on display.
"Is that a dress?"
Not waiting for an answer, she pushed me off of her, stood up, walked over to the closet, and slid the door open all the way, putting on full view, my several dresses, skirts, and blouses, hanging there neatly.
"Why do you have girl's clothing in your closet? Are they yours? Do you like dressing as a girl?"
I felt my face turning red. I tried to speak but nothing came out.
"Answer me Jeremy!" Her tone of voice softened.
"I won't hold it against you, but I want to know."
"Yes, the clothes are mine but It's kind of a long story" I found my voice.
She walked back to the bed and sat down next to me. She kissed me on the cheek and put her hand on my knee.
"I have time. Tell me!"
"The clothes are mine. And no, I don’t really like wearing girls’ clothes."
"If you don’t enjoy it, why do you do it? Does some body force you to wear girl's clothes?"
"Yes, my mom."
I started to cry. Abby put her arm around my shoulder.
"It's ok. I just want to know what's going on with my boyfriend."
I was running my hand up under her short skirt when she sat up suddenly. She pointed towards my closet and said "what's that?"
I looked over and groaned, thinking to myself this can't be happening. My closet door was slightly ajar and a dress was clearly on display.
"Is that a dress?"
Not waiting for an answer, she pushed me off of her, stood up, walked over to the closet, and slid the door open all the way, putting on full view, my several dresses, skirts, and blouses, hanging there neatly.
"Why do you have girl's clothing in your closet? Are they yours? Do you like dressing as a girl?"
I felt my face turning red. I tried to speak but nothing came out.
"Answer me Jeremy!" Her tone of voice softened.
"I won't hold it against you, but I want to know."
"Yes, the clothes are mine but It's kind of a long story" I found my voice.
She walked back to the bed and sat down next to me. She kissed me on the cheek and put her hand on my knee.
"I have time. Tell me!"
"The clothes are mine. And no, I don’t really like wearing girls’ clothes."
"If you don’t enjoy it, why do you do it? Does some body force you to wear girl's clothes?"
"Yes, my mom."
I started to cry. Abby put her arm around my shoulder.
"It's ok. I just want to know what's going on with my boyfriend."
Abby:
I liked Jeremy, a lot. He was gentle and considerate, maybe
a little bit effeminate as some of my girlfriends had implied, but it was cool
with me. I was no virgin, nor was I a slut. I had dated my share of jocks and
frankly, they did nothing for me. I had even had a few girl on girl encounters,
and while I was attracted to pretty girls, it wasn’t enough. Jeremy was the
first boy I dated who was more brains than brawn and I wasn’t sure how I was
going to like it. He was gentle, kind, and very considerate. Not a macho bone
in his body and I found I really liked that. I vowed to myself that when I agreed
to date Jeremy, there would be no intercourse, until I could see where the
relationship was going. Hence the story I told him about saving myself. He had
no idea I wasn’t the virgin I pretended to be.
Now, to be perfectly honest, I suspected he wore panties. I
had masturbated him, and while I never saw his underwear, I could feel it. Though
they were cotton, they felt thinner and more delicate than your standard men’s
briefs. Frankly, the elastic on top felt like that you find on girls panties. When
we came to his house after school that day, I checked his drawers while he was
in the bathroom and found a collection of panties that would be the envy of any
girl. Then I looked in his closet and saw his skirts, dresses, etc. The idea
that he might like dressing as a girl actually excited me, so I left his closet
door ajar with a dress sticking out and positioned myself on his bed so I would
be looking in that direction when he came in. I hugged him and pulled him down
on top of me so he would not be looking towards the closet. I wanted him to
think he left it open to see his reaction.
Jeremy:
“It started when I was 10, as punishment.”
”What did you do?”
“I stole some video games, or at least I tried to. I got
caught and the police brought me home.”
“It wasn’t the first time I was in trouble, but it was the
worst, since the police were involved.”
“So why did she dress you like a girl?
“She wanted to get me away from the gang of boys I was
hanging with. Stealing the games was kind of an initiation, which I obviously
failed.”
“And you clearly weren’t anxious for anyone to find out
about wearing skirts.”
“No. She made me dress like a girl for two months, every
day, all day, except on school days and even then I wore panties and a
camisole. I was petrified someone would find out, but if anyone did they never
said anything.”
“So why are you still dressing like a girl?
“While I was being punished, my grades shot up. I mean I
couldn’t play with my friends so I studied more and completed all my homework
on time. When the punishment was over my grades started falling, so I was back
in skirts and panties.”
“So did you continue dressing like a girl every day?”
“No. Sunday was what mom called my “Girl day”. And any other
day she so designated.”
“Does anyone else know?”
“Other family members also know since I often have had to go
to family functions in a dress.
“Even now?
“Yes. If the function falls on a “girl day”, I dress like a
girl.”
“That must be hard.”
“It is. I get teased a lot by my cousins. The girls aren’t
too bad now, but the boys will have nothing to do with me.”
Abby:
I knew I should have been appalled at his treatment and I
guess a small part of me was, but mostly I was turned on. More turned on than I
ever was. My panties were soaked and I was sure my skirt was also wet.
We sat there in silence as I processed all he had told me. I
wanted desperately to see how he looked made up as a girl. I felt a bit guilty
about what I was going to do, but I knew I kind of had him over a barrel, so to
speak.
I went to his closet and pulled out a light blue dress with white
polka dots. It was fairly short. I
pulled out a pair of blue sandals that went with the dress. Then I opened his underwear drawer and pulled
out a pair of panties, a bra, and pantyhose.
“Abby, what are you doing?”
“How do you pad your bra?”
“I..I have breast forms…in the bottom drawer.”
I opened the drawer and found them there. They were
obviously of a high quality. With them was a tube of adhesive. I pulled out the
forms and the adhesive. I handed everything to Jeremy.
“Jeremy, put these on. I want to see how you look as a
girl!”
Jeremy:
We sat there in silence for I don’t know how long. I was
afraid to look at Abby. Was she doing this to humiliate me? I wondered if it
was over between us and if everyone would know why. I was stunned when she went to my closet and
then opened my underwear drawer containing my girlie underwear. I wondered how
she knew what drawer to go to, however, before I could think to ask her. she
handed me everything and told me to get dressed. I was afraid to say no, though
the last thing I wanted was for her to see me dressed up.
“Do you do your own makeup?” she asked me.
“Yes” I whispered.
“Good! I want to see the whole package.”
She left my bedroom and closed the door behind her. I lay
down on my bed and cried. I did not know what to do. If I dressed for her she
might laugh at me and leave. If I didn’t dress she might leave anyway. And in
either case, I did not know if my secret was safe with her.
I realized that she hadn’t laughed when I told her my secret.
In fact, she seemed quite sympathetic, so I decided it would be best if I
complied with her request. I quickly stripped and put on the clothes she laid
out for me. The dress she picked out was one of my shorter ones and was a good
5 inches above my knees. I took my
makeup and went into the bathroom to apply it. I had become quite adept at it
and in a short order I had transformed my face to that of a teenage girl. I
freed my hair from the low ponytail I wore. I put it into a high ponytail and
tied it off with a blue ribbon. I applied my makeup, added earrings, a necklace
and a couple of bracelets. I took a deep breath and walked out to the kitchen
where Abby was sitting sipping on a soda.
Abby:
I was not prepared for what I saw when he walked in. His
head was down, as if he were afraid to look at me. If I didn’t know better I
would have thought it was a pretty teenage girl standing before me. While I
always thought he was somewhat feminine and maybe a bit girlish looking, I
never expected him to be so beautiful. I was turned on earlier, but now my
hormones went into overdrive. I wanted nothing more than to grab him, kiss him,
and throw him down to make passionate love. I somehow managed to keep my
emotions in check. I realized that this could be so much more than mere sex
with this pretty girlie boy.
“Wow Jeremy! You are a pretty girl.”
“Thanks. I guess” he whispered so I could barely hear him.
“May I change now?”
“Oh no! Come sit next to me
He did not move. Silent tears started falling.
“Do you have girl’s name you use?’
“K..k..Katie” he sobbed.
“Very nice! Look at me Katie!”
He looked up. I can’t describe the feeling I had, realizing
how much power I had at that moment. Still, I liked Jeremy and felt a bit guilty
for putting him in this position. I stood up and walked over to him. I put my
arms around his waist and squeezed him. He hesitated for a moment and
responded, putting his arms around my shoulders. It did not escape me that we
had reversed the standard positions of hugging between a boy and girl.
“Don’t worry Katie, it will be our secret.” I whispered.
He burst out crying and I just held him till he was able to
gain control. His mascara was a mess. I laughed at his raccoon face and told
him to repair his makeup and come back. When he returned I had him sit near me.
I wanted time to process this revelation and understand why I was so turned on
by my pretty boyfriend.
It was getting late and I had to get home. I leaned over and
kissed him on the cheek
“I’ll see you later for our date. Pick me up at 7:00?”
He nodded and I left.
Jeremy:
My emotions were all over the place. Abby had not laughed at
me and seemed to be accepting me. I had to tell my mother and was not sure how
she would react to Abby’s finding out. I knew she would not be happy and I
would probably be in for additional punishment over and above whatever Abby
might do. Resigning myself to that, I saw no point in changing my clothes and stayed
dressed as Katie till my mother came home.
As I predicted, she was angry that Abby had found out. She
told me I would be in skirts for the next 2 weeks and told me to pray that that
would be the worst of it. There is no telling what would happen if Abby decided
to reveal my secret.
I called Abby to tell her our date was off.
“Why Jeremy?”
“I am being punished for letting you find out about my
dressing like a girl. I am only allowed girls’ clothes for the next 2 weeks,
except for school.”
“Are you grounded also?”
“No, I guess mom figures that I won’t want to go anywhere
while dressed like a girl. She is right about that.”
“That’s ok. I don’t mind being seen with Katie.”
“You can’t be serious.”
“Why not?”
“What if someone we know sees us?”
“I’ll introduce you as my best girlfriend. They will never
know the difference.”
“I..I don’t think I can do it.”
“Listen to me Katie! You have, by your own admission been
out in public with your mother. You can certainly go out with me. Now wear
something pretty. I am taking out my best girlfriend tonight! I will be at your
house at 7:00!””
Before I could respond she hung up. What a mess I had
created by not shutting my closet door.
“So what will you do, Katie?” my mother asked me.
“I don’t know mommy. What do you think I should do?”
“I think you had better go out with her. It would not be wise
to make her angry. There is no telling what she will do. She is probably very
upset to find out her boyfriend likes to wear pretty clothes and is just as
pretty as she is.”
“But I don’t like it!”
“Well, that is beside the point. I think you would be wise
to go out with her. Now come along and I will help you get ready.”
“Yes mommy.”
Mommy picked out a new dress she had just bought for me
which I had yet to wear. It was a white sleeveless skater dress with a short
flare satin skirt, a halter neck top, and white lace covering the bodice from
the waist to the neck. It was very feminine and putting it on just added to the
humiliation I always felt when dressed up like a girl.
I paired it with white panties and a white strapless bra. I
also wore a white panty girdle to keep my package in check. I normally did not
wear one, but an erection was a certainty being on a date with Abby and I had
to hide it at all costs. It was a warm
evening so I decided to forego hose and wore white strappy sandals with 2 inch heels. Mommy had glued on my breast forms so they
would not come off in case we “played”. When I looked in the mirror I saw a
pretty young woman. I idly wondered if mommy would insist on my girl time if I
were an ugly girl.
She made sure I had
condoms in my purse as well as lipstick, and mascara. She also put a couple of
tampons in. I didn’t understand why she did that and all it did was to add to
my humiliation. I was ready to leave about 15 minutes before Abby came which
allowed me time to think of all that could go wrong and increase my
nervousness.
Abby:
I was very excited when I left Jeremy. I wasn’t sure why,
but seeing him look so pretty and vulnerable in the dress really got me hot. I
was so turned on when I got home that I went to my room and masturbated, having
several orgasms before I could calm down.
When he called to cancel the date because he was being
punished, I wanted to see him even more. Rather, I wanted to see Katie, and so
I pushed him. I hung up before he could refuse me and now all I could do was
hope she would be waiting to go out with me when I arrived at her door.
I decided to wear pants and a man tailored blouse. I also
refrained from wearing any makeup. I was not trying to look like a guy (No way
could I pass as one) rather I wanted to look bland compared to Katie. Having
seen her wardrobe, I knew she would look ultra feminine. I was on edge the
whole time until I got in the car to go pick her up.
I took a deep breath, said a short prayer, and rang the
bell. When the door opened I was greeted by a vision in white. I reacted by
grabbing her, hugging her and giving her a passionate kiss on the mouth. What I
wanted to do was to make love to her, but I would save that for later. I had thought
to shove a couple of extra pairs of panties into my purse, since I was hoping I
would need them. Katie responded to my kiss and hugged me back and I knew I
would need them.
Reluctantly we separated and I greeted his mother. She
returned my greeting with a smile, but it was not a friendly one. I understood
that she did not know what my motives were.
I grabbed Katie’s hand and led her to my car. I held the
door open and was impressed at her skill in getting into the car in a short
dress. Obviously she was well schooled in acting like a girl. Before closing
the door I leaned over and kissed her. I wanted her so badly, but I still
wasn’t sure how she felt. Hopefully all would become clear as the evening
progressed
Katie:
I had never seen Abby without makeup and wearing such
nondescript clothes. In my mind, however, she was still beautiful and she
almost knocked me over when she grabbed me. Again she put her arms around my
waist, pulling me towards her. I put up no resistance and instead wrapped my
arms around her neck as we kissed. After greeting my mother, she led me to her
car, holding the door open for me as I got in. This was not before my mother
reminded me of my midnight curfew.
“Abby, I feel a bit
over dressed. If you had told me….”
“It’s ok Katie. Tonight you will be my princess. Just sit
back and enjoy the ride.”
I blushed at her comment. Through all the years of my cross dressing,
I had never been referred to as a princess, and was not sure I liked it. Still,
I was with the girl I loved. I hoped and prayed the evening would not end in a
disaster.
She took me to a nice restaurant about a half hour out of
town. She thought that it would be less likely to meet anyone we knew. Even
though she had a reservation, we were required to wait about 15 minutes. While
sitting in the waiting area, a couple of guys sat down across from us and
started flirting with us. This had happened to me once before when I was with
my mother and she quickly discouraged them. To my horror, Abby flirted back
with them and for a moment I thought she would accept their invitation to dine
with them. She put her arm around me and told them we really weren’t interested
in men. Needless to say, I breathed a big sigh of relief.
We had a lovely meal to which she insisted on treating me.
It was still early when we left the restaurant.
“Where are we going now?” I asked as she headed back towards
town.
She smiled at me and told me it was a surprise. I was
feeling really good and leaned back, trusting her. While I was not happy about
being out with her while wearing a dress, it was kind of nice to be pampered
the way she was treating me.
We drove into town and she pulled up in front of a high
rise, where she parked.
“Where are we?”
“My sister lives here. She is out of town tonight and I have
the key.” She gave me a big smile and winked at me. I felt myself blush.
Abby:
Flirting with the guys in the restaurant was kind of mean on
my part. I wanted to see how Katie would react. I never had any intention of
exposing her to any unnecessary risk, but it was kind of fun to see how nervous
she was. Does this make me somewhat of a sadist?
Knowing I had the use of my sister’s apartment, I had
decided that tonight was the night to consummate our relationship. The horniness
I felt since I first saw her in that blue dress this afternoon had not abated
despite the orgasms I gave myself. I wanted Katie, and I hoped she wanted me
just as badly.
I know it is very cliché, but I poured us each a glass of
sweet wine hoping to loosen her up. I was prepared to take no if she refused my
advances. After a couple of sips and some small talk I took the glass from her
hand and leaned over to kiss her gently on the lips. She caressed my face with
her hand and I moved closer so our bodies were in contact. I penetrated her
mouth with my tongue and she eagerly sucked on it. I took this as encouragement
and moved my hand up under her dress, gently running it up her leg and
caressing her inner thigh.
I rubbed the front of her groin and was mildly surprised I
could not feel her cock. I realized she was wearing a panty girdle, so I
grabbed the top of it, along with her panties and pulled them down to her
knees. Her cock popped up and was instantly hard. I smiled at her and resumed
kissing her sweet lips. I wanted to fuck her, but I had other ideas first.
I lifted her dress and gently stroked her once or twice. She
twitched at my touch. I licked her balls and than her shaft. It was like a
steel rod. Then I took her into my mouth. This was not my first time and I had
had much bigger cocks, but in my mind hers was perfect. I easily swallowed her
and she erupted in my mouth. I was surprised at how quickly she came and at the
quantity. I guess she hadn’t masturbated in awhile. I swallowed most of it,
holding a bit in my mouth. It was sweet as Katie was and I was determined to
share it with her before allowing her to return the favor.
I quickly shed my clothes, crawled up her body and kissed
her sweet lips. I forced my tongue in her mouth, feeding her some of her own semen.
She tried to resist, but I was on top and had her pinned. Giving in, she
swallowed it. We kissed awhile longer, sucking on each other’s tongue. I was
incredibly horny and needed relief. Holding her arms down so she couldn’t move,
I scooted up positioning my pussy over her mouth. Gently, I lowered myself and
whispered to her that she should now please me.
She went to work flicking her tongue in and out of my
vagina. She played with my clit. She clearly had not done it before, but
following my directions she soon got into it and it didn’t take long for my
first orgasm. I told her to continue and had several more before I came down.
We snuggled for awhile and I started caressing her. She responded and before
too long she was again erect. Not wanting to waste it, I quickly mounted her. I
don’t think she was expecting that and tried to stop me to put on a condom.
Since I was on the pill, and knew she was a virgin, I had no worries and soon
experienced several orgasms before she finished. I briefly thought of having her clean me out,
but decided I had given her enough of a shock for one night. There would be
more opportunities for her to learn.
Katie:
I hoped when she took me to her sister’s apartment it meant
we were going to have sex. Her wink at me in the car confirmed it, at least in
my mind. I never knew how good it could be. I had heard guys talk about getting
blow jobs, but it was impossible to know what it was really like without
actually having one. Now that I knew, I definitely would want more. I was not
happy when she kissed me and forced my own cum into my mouth. It didn’t taste
that bad, but I thought it was kind of gay. I really had no choice though, since
Abby was holding me down and I couldn’t move her. I wondered if she really was
stronger than me.
I didn’t think about it again until much later since she was
soon sitting on my face and treating me to my first taste of oral sex. She
tasted so sweet and I enjoyed pleasuring her. We snuggled for awhile after that
and before too long she had me hard again. We fucked like a man and woman
should. Well, actually, I was on the bottom in the female position, but still,
my cock was in her pussy which was a first for me. I was no longer a virgin.
Afterward we lay together with our bodies intertwined for
quite some time. All too soon it was time to get dressed so I could meet my
curfew. I had to admit, although I had spent the evening in a dress, it was the
best time I ever had in my life.
Abby:
It was very tempting for me to call Katie the next day and
try to see her, but I held back. The previous evening had been filled with many
“firsts” for her and I thought she might need time to process and decide if she
was ok with them. If I didn’t hear from her over the weekend, I would see her
at school on Monday. Actually, I would see Jeremy, which I realized was not
quite the same thing. I was not sure how I would handle it. He had made it
plain that he did not enjoy dressing like a girl. I could only hope the events
of the previous night would change his mind, at least a little bit.
Katie:
I tossed and turned for much of the night. My date with Abby
had gone far better than I could have hoped. I normally did not masturbate
while wearing girls clothing, and that included the nighties mommy made me
wear, but thinking about our date made me so horny that I could not resist the
temptation. Despite having cum twice
with Abby, I had no problem finishing two more times during the night and still
woke up in the morning with an erection.
Despite that, in the recesses of my mind I wondered if the
evening would have been so good had I not been wearing a dress. Certainly Abby was
a lot more amorous with my being in a dress then she ever had been with me in
pants. I knew I had to talk to her about it, but was not sure I wanted to hear what
she would have to say. I did not want to continue being Katie, but if giving Katie
up meant losing Abby, I did not know I would react.
We never talked over the weekend and when we saw each other
at school, neither one of us brought up the subject. She was obviously very
happy with my being Katie, and since I was to be in skirts for the next 2
weeks, I saw no reason to talk about it then. We did manage to get together at
my house after school a couple of times and with my being dressed as Katie,
there was more mutual masturbation. With the possibility of mommy coming home
at any time, we could not risk having intercourse.
Abby:
I was hoping we would continue as we had on our date. I knew
that if we were to go out over the next couple of weeks, it would be Katie I
was with. I didn’t know if she would continue to date me as a girl. I hoped I
could make her see how much fun we could have together as 2 girls.
We ate lunch together at school that week and talked in
between classes, but the subject of our last date never came up. I think we
were both too nervous to talk about it. Also, we had not made plans for the
coming weekend, which was unusual for us. we did get together during the week
and I made sure she was completely satisfied with our play. Finally, on
Thursday, I asked her if she would go to a movie with me on Saturday evening. She
seemed happy to accept my invitation.
Katie:
Going out as a girl was still very stressful for me. I
wanted to be with Abby, but was kind of hoping we could stay in. My mom was
going to be home as were her parents. She convinced me that at a movie there
would be minimal chance of my being exposed, and reluctantly I agreed to go
with her.
Since pants of any kind were forbidden when I was under
petticoat discipline, I wore a short denim skirt and a pink sweater. As it was
a warm night I skipped wearing nylons and wore sandals with 1 inch heels. My
hair was brushed out and hung free at my shoulders. I knew I looked like a
girl, but was still scared about being exposed.
When Abby picked me up she also was wearing a skirt and
makeup. She was not attempting to make me appear the more feminine. For that I
was grateful. She wrapped her arms around my waist and kissed me, none too
gently. Her tongue immediately invaded my mouth and I sucked on it ravenously.
I was happy I had remembered to tuck my penis back between my legs or the line
of my skirt would have been ruined. With my mother there, we broke off the kiss
all too soon for my taste.
“That is just at taste of what I have planned for later” she
whispered to me.
Taking my hand she led me to her car and again, held the
door for me while I sat and swung my legs inside. She leaned over and gave me a
peck on the lips before closing the door. While I can’t say I did not enjoy the
way she treated me, it did bother me a bit that we were reversing roles. I
really wanted to be a man for her, not her girlfriend.
Abby:
I sensed that she was uncomfortable with my taking the lead
role, but I felt the need to condition her to that. If our relationship was to
continue, she needed to accept that I was in charge. I did want it to be fun
for her, but the revelation I had about my own need for dominance was going to
take precedence.
I selected an out of the way theater that showed foreign
films, and as I expected, the theater was not terribly crowded. We managed to
find an empty row near the back of the theater and took seats at one end, near
the wall. That way we would not be in anybody’s view. I wasn’t planning on
watching the movie very much. In fact, when we walked out of the theater I
would have been hard pressed to describe the movie.
Katie:
I was grateful the theater was not crowded and no one there
knew us. Abby picked an empty row and directed me to the other end near the
wall. No sooner had the theater gone dark when she was all over me. Her arm
went around my shoulder and we kissed. I put my tongue in her mouth and she
sucked on it. I felt her other hand creep up my thigh and under my skirt. I was
instantly hard. Nervously I looked around but could see no one paying us any
attention. She pulled my panties down so she could grab my penis and started
stroking me. Then she dropped to her knees and stuck her head under my skirt.
She took my rock hard penis into her mouth. I felt her other hand caressing my
ass and suddenly I felt her finger at my anus. She slowly slid it inside and I
gasped. It was not something I was expecting, but it did feel good. I glanced
around nervously, but no one seemed to be paying us any attention. She slowly
moved her finger in and out of my anus. That with her sucking put me over the
top rather quickly and I erupted into her mouth. When I had finished cumming
she slid back onto her seat and leaned over to kiss me. With her tongue, she
pushed the semen into my mouth and held her mouth over mine until I swallowed
it.
“Did you enjoy that?” she whispered.
“Mmmm” I groaned, unable to speak.
We sat there for awhile and I ran my hand under her skirt only
to discover she wasn’t wearing panties. She was already very wet and I stuck my
finger in her pussy. She gasped and I moved my finger in and out, gradually quickening
the pace. She came quickly but she held my hand there. She obviously wanted
more. She came several more times before she allowed me to move my hand away.
She kissed me deeply and resumed stroking me. I surprised myself by becoming
erect again so soon after my orgasm.
She kept stroking me and once again I came. When she pulled
her hand out from under my skirt it was full of my semen. She licked some off
her hand and then offered it to me. She kept her hand near my mouth until I licked
it clean. Her learning of my cross dressing seemed to cause her to become very
dominant towards me, and I, in turn, very submissive towards her. She took my hand and led me to the ladies’
room.
I cleaned myself up but my panties were soaked. Abby gave me
a panty liner and feeling completely humiliated I put it in my panties. We then
went back to the movie, though we really didn’t see much of it as we spent the
time kissing and exploring each other.
Abby:
The evening went the way I hoped it would. Katie was very
submissive and I was incredibly turned on by her response to me. I didn’t mean
to embarrass her with the panty liner, but it seemed to be a good solution
given that she wasn’t carrying an extra pair of panties with her.
I now had one more weekend to convince her to continue being
my girlfriend. I could not envision a future for Jeremy and me together, but if
he agreed to be Katie, the whole picture would change.
Katie:
I breathed a sigh of relief when Abby dropped me off at
home. I had gotten through another date with her without anyone recognizing me
or realizing I was not the girl I appeared to be. One more week and I can go
back to being Jeremy and be a boy on our dates. I can hardly wait.
Abby:
I was quite happy with how our relationship was progressing.
One more date with Katie, and more sex with her. I was hoping to have her
associate sex with being feminized. I was determined there would be no sex with
Jeremy when he was allowed to return to wearing pants. We were going out on
Saturday night. I told her to wear a pretty dress but would not tell her where
we were going.
Katie:
We were together after school at my house that week. Of
course, I still had to change as soon as I got home. I should explain that my
mom would come home at random times to check that I was wearing my girlie
clothes. Punishment would be extended if I were not. So I always changed when I
got home from school when being punished. Abby enjoyed watching me transform
myself into Katie. Though I was greatly embarrassed doing it in front of her it
really seemed to excite her.
Abby:
That week was great, at least from my standpoint. Watching
Jeremy transform into Katie was a real turn on for me and I made sure to reward
her for her efforts. We managed to spend every afternoon together that week. I
didn’t know if I was in love or lust, but at that point it really didn’t matter
to me. It would in the future.
Jeremy:
As I was getting dressed for our Saturday date, I hoped this
would be the last time I would be a girl for Abby. I desperately wanted to be a
man, though I wasn’t all that certain it was what she wanted. Still, since it
would be our last date with my dressing like a girl, I decided to do what she
asked and make myself as pretty as I could. I chose a short purple dress. It had short sleeves and a straight skirt.
With it I wore nude pantyhose and black shoes with 3 inch heels which would
bring me up to her height. My hair hung loose on my shoulders. I had to admit to
myself that I did make a pretty girl, but got no satisfaction from it. It only
made it harder to exercise my masculinity.
Abby:
Katie never ceased to surprise me with her beauty and
femininity. It was very hard to think of her as a boy. Still, I was not going
to let her outshine me tonight so I wore a white lace dress with an A-line skirt
and short sleeves.
I paired it with
white opaque hose and white sandals with 3 inch pumps. I was hoping that
tonight would convince her that her being a girl was not so terrible.
Katie:
Abby was a vision when she picked me up that night. With my
mother at her store taking inventory, I was hoping we would have some time to
fool around. Actually, I was hoping we would stay in, but after some heavy
kissing, which required both of us to fix our makeup, Abby insisted we get
moving. She would not tell me where we were headed, which made me a bit
nervous.
We parked in a residential neighborhood with which I was not
familiar. She took my hand and led me to a private residence. There was music
and singing and I heard voices. I was nervous and scared.
“Katie, I would not put you in a position where you would be
exposed and humiliated. Do you trust me?”
“Yes, I do.”
“Then come with me and don’t worry.
She rang the bell and when no one answered, she opened the
door, which was unlocked, and we went in. There were many kids there. At first
I thought it was just a regular teen party, but then I noticed something
strange. I saw boys dancing with boys, girls dancing with girls, boys dressed
like girls and girls dressed like boys.
“What is this place?” I whispered to Abby.
“It is an LGBT party. Before you protest, I know you’re not
gay and don’t consider yourself to be transgendered, but give it a chance. I
know most of the kids here, they are really nice, and if they do discover your
gender, they will not judge. Ok?”
I nodded. I was starting to feel a bit of anger, but her
words calmed me down.
“Come, let’s get a drink and I will introduce you to my
friends.”
She handed me a cup of fruit punch and took one for herself.
Before we could take a step we heard someone scream out her name. A pretty girl
came up and hugged her, almost causing her to spill her drink. Abby hugged her
back and then stepped away.
“Katie, this is Lisa. Lisa, this is my girlfriend, Katie.”
Lisa gave me a warm hug. She had a beautiful, friendly smile
and I liked her immediately. Then she turned o Abby.
“Abby, I really need to talk to you. Katie, do you mind if I
steal her for a few minutes?”
I shrugged my shoulders, but could feel myself getting
nervous at being left alone with a bunch of strangers. Lisa grabbed Abby’s hand
and started pulling her away. Abby looked back at me and mouthed “I’m sorry”.
I found a corner to stand in and sipped my drink while
looking around. While many of the “girls” were obviously boys and vice versa, I
couldn’t help but wonder how many were there whose true gender was not obvious.
I finished my punch and was going to get another cup when a girl said hello to
me. She was dressed in boys’ clothes with a boy’s haircut, but was clearly a
girl. She was also at least 5 or 6 inches shorter than me in my heels.
“Hi, I’m Trish” she smiled at me.
“I’m Katie, nice to meet you.”
“And you as well. I don’t ever remember seeing you before.”
“That’s because I haven’t been here before.” I laughed. “I
came with Abby.”
“Cool. So are you her girlfriend?”
“Yes, I guess so.”
“Would you like to dance?”
“Sure, why not.”
She led me out to the middle of the room where other kids
were dancing and put her right arm around my waist to lead. Since she thought I
was a girl, I saw no reason to dispute it and laid my left hand on her
shoulder.
“So Katie, when did you realize you were lesbian?”
“Trish, to be perfectly honest with you I am not a lesbian.
I’m actually a guy.”
I’m not sure why I told her that, but it seemed, at the time,
the right thing to say.
“No way! You’re too beautiful.”
“Nevertheless, it’s true. If you don’t want to dance with
me, I will understand.”
I started to back away, but she pulled me back.
“It’s ok. I like you even if I wouldn’t bed you.” She
laughed.
We finished the dance and she thanked me. Then she went on
her way to find a real girl.
Abby had been gone a long time and I started to worry. I was
about to go look for her when I was stopped by a guy. He was at least 6 inches
taller than me, even in my 3” heels.
“Hi, I’m Brad. And you are?”
“Katie.”
“Would you like some punch?”
He held out a cup to me.
“Yes, thank you.”
It tasted a bit different then the first cup, but was not
unpleasant. We talked for awhile and without asking me, he took my hand to lead
me out to dance. I quickly gobbled down the rest of my drink and followed him.
It was a slow dance and when he put his arm around my waist I automatically
took the girl’s position. He seemed like a nice guy and we chatted amicably
while we danced. I started feeling a bit lightheaded and when he pulled me
closer, I leaned into him as I was afraid of losing my balance. As he pulled me
closer his hand slid down my back and grabbed my ass and caressed it. It felt
good so I allowed him to continue. Suddenly I could feel a lump against my
tummy, and it was growing. It took a few moments for me to realize it was his
erection. I tried to push away from him, but he was too strong.
I hadn’t noticed that we had danced towards a door. I
realized he was trying to take me to another room. I tried pounding on his
chest with my fists but he just laughed at my pathetic attempt to break free.
“I’m a boy!” I screamed at him in desperation.
“So am I!” he laughed. “And I am bisexual, so this should be
fun for both of us.”
He opened the door and started to drag me through into the
other room. I tried to resist but he was much too strong.
I was screaming “No!” but he was ignoring my plea.
“Brad! Leave her alone, you bastard!”
Abby:
I hadn’t meant to leave Katie alone for as long as I did.
Lisa was in crisis, having just broken up with her girlfriend. She was like a
sister to me and needed to talk and cry with me. I didn’t think I could leave
her. I heard a commotion and thought I heard Katie’s voice. That’s when I ran
into rec room and saw Brad trying to pull her into a bedroom. I would allow
that only over my dead body.
Katie:
It was Abby. Brad was distracted enough to loosen his grip
and I pulled my arm free and ran to Abby. I was never happier to see anyone in
my life. Abby’s yelling had attracted kids from the other rooms. Apparently
Brad had a reputation and was asked to leave the party. He was somewhat
inebriated, and it seems that he spiked the punch both he and I were drinking
in hopes of getting me into bed.
Abby took me to into the bathroom and hugged me. I broke
down in her arms. When I pulled myself together she took a cloth and washed my
face. Then she repaired my makeup for me.
“Come on Katie. Let’s get out of here.”
I smiled at her and nodded. I was still shaken up and grateful
nothing had happened. She apologized for being away from me for so long.
Apparently Lisa had some kind of crisis and Abby was comforting her.
It was still early and neither of us wanted to go home. We
decided to get some ice cream and went to a soda shop in the same neighborhood.
She saw some kids she knew from her old school and we soon found ourselves
sitting with a bunch of kids, boys and girls, who knew Abby. They seemed to
accept me as the girl I appeared to be and fortunately, no one tried to hit on
me. My emotions were still fragile and I don’t know how I would have reacted.
They seemed like nice kids but I was still grateful to get away undetected.
When we got back to my house my mom was still not home. She
had left a message on the answering machine that she would be very late. We
grabbed a couple of sodas and sat on the sofa in the living room.
Abby:
I was about to make the biggest mistake of my life. I
believed that I could love only Katie. I told her that I didn’t think I could
be with Jeremy. I liked him well enough as a good friend, but he did not turn
me on. I asked her if she could continue to be Katie for me even when her
punishment was over.
She looked at me and I could see tears forming in her eyes.
It didn’t take but a moment for me to realize I had hurt her. I knew in an
instant what her answer would be and regretted immediately. I could not take it
back. It was what I truly felt at the time.
Katie:
I felt like I had been stabbed in the heart. Tears welled up
in my eyes and I made no effort to hide them. Abby had effectively ended our
relationship and I was totally unprepared. She stood up and said she was sorry
and left quickly. I sat there crying for a long time, before finally going to
my room and to bed. Tomorrow was the last day of my punishment, something I had
been looking forward to, but it somehow did not seem very important.
Abby:
It broke my heart to see her crying because of something I
did. I tried to analyze how I could have handled it differently, but it came
down to Katie turning me on and Jeremy not exciting me. Despite the pain it was
causing both of us, I tried to convince myself it was all for the best. I cried
all the way home.
EPILOG: 6 Years Later
Abby:
Jeremy and I saw each other at school after our breakup, but
never talked. We just nodded at each other when passing in the hall. He
graduated that spring and we didn’t see each other afterwards. I had another
year to go and our girls’ basketball team made it to the state semifinals, the
best they had ever done. I got a basketball scholarship and went off to
college. I got my degree in finance and then my MBA. I landed a great job in
our home town and moved in with Ashley, my sister.
I had dated quite a bit, both men and women, but could not
find anyone I thought I would be happy with. I even managed to feminize a few
boys, but they did not excite me the way Katie had and eventually those
relationships ended. I was now focused on getting my career off to a good start
and had no thoughts of dating anyone, at least for awhile.
Jeremy:
I never saw Abby after I graduated, which was just as well.
It pained me every time I passed her in hall at school. I went away to college,
but my heart wasn’t in it. I was alone and without friends and I dropped out
after my first semester. I tried to find a job but was unsuccessful. All the decent
jobs required more education than I had.
I had always been
good with numbers, so mom suggested that I take bookkeeping classes at night
and work in her store during the day. That seemed like a good idea until she
told me I would have to work as Katie. She said that girls don’t want to see
men when they are trying on wedding dresses. When I refused, she told me I
would have to leave unless I could find another job and contribute to the house.
Having spent several months of job hunting, I came to the conclusion that I had
no real choice and Katie was coming back in our lives. I worked the cash
register in the store, since I obviously could not help with dress fittings.
Then I would change my clothes and go to school as Jeremy. At least I was free
to be me when I was not working. There were no more girl days imposed on me at
home.
Abby:
Ashley was getting married and I was to be her maid of
honor. It was an exciting time for our family. My mother drove us to the bridal
shop to look for dresses along with her two best friends who were to be her
bridesmaids. I immediately recognized the store as the one Jeremy’s mother
owned and my heart skipped a beat as we went into the shop. I looked around not
knowing whether or not I wanted to see him, but he was nowhere in sight.
We spent several hours trying on dresses. Finally Ashley
picked the one she wanted and picked our maid of honor and bridesmaid dresses.
We were all happy that they weren’t hideous and we would be able to use them
for other occasions. They were marked by the seamstress for alterations. We
were told they would be ready in two weeks, in plenty of time for the wedding.
As we were about to leave I glanced around the shop again
and my heart literally stopped. Katie was working the register. She didn’t see
me and might not have recognized me if she had. I had cut my hair short (which
I hated) and was now wearing glasses. I wanted to say hello and hoped I wasn’t making
a big mistake. I went to the register and waited for her to finish with the one
customer who was there. I had an opportunity to look at her closely and
realized she was more beautiful then I remembered. She had a professional
manicure, her hair was done in such a way as to make it virtually impossible to
comb in a masculine style, and her eyebrows had been shaped with high arches.
When I looked at her face, however, I was taken aback. She smiled at the
customer she was working with, but her eyes showed great sadness. My heart was
breaking for her.
When she finished with the customer I stepped up to the
register. She looked up at me and took a deep breath. It was clear that she
recognized me.
Katie:
As a bookkeeper I generally worked in the back. When the
shop got busy, as it did that afternoon, I would come up front and work the
register, freeing the other women to help the customers. The last person I
expected to see was Abby and it was a shock. All the old emotions flowed
through me and for a moment I thought I would pass out.
Abby:
The old feelings I had for her returned. More than wanting,
I needed to talk her, but not here and not then.
Katie:
“Abby?”
“Yes, it’s me.
I was speechless at that point. I had no idea what to say to
her. Fortunately, she was not so tongue tied.
“Katie, can we meet some place when you get off work. I
really want to talk to you, in private.”
“I..I..I’m not sure that is a good idea.”
As I said it I regretted it. A part of me wanted to talk to
her, but another part was sure it would only result in more pain that I thought
I had put behind me a long time ago.
“Please, Katie. I beg of you. ”
I hesitated and stared at her for several seconds. In my
eyes she was prettier than ever and I could feel a lump in my throat.
“I..I get off at 6:30. Why don’t you meet me outside the
shop then?”
“Great!” She gave me the smile that had captivated me those
years ago.
The rest of the day went very slowly but 6:00 did come
around and the store closed. I totaled up the receipts, prepared the night
deposit, made the needed entries in the books and I was ready to leave. It was
6:30 exactly when I walked out of the store. Abby was waiting for me.
Abby:
She looked beautiful walking out of the store. But I felt
the pain I saw in her eyes. She was clearly unhappy. Somehow I managed to refrain
from throwing myself on her and wrapping her in my arms. We walked a couple of
blocks to a hotel and went into the bar. We found a quiet table in a corner
where we could chat. We each ordered a glass of wine and after it was delivered
and the waitress left, she leaned back in her chair and looked at me
expectantly. Suddenly I was very nervous. I had rehearsed what I was going to
say and now had forgotten it all. I knew I had to speak from the heart. I had
hurt her very badly 6 years ago and if I got hurt tonight, it would was what I
deserved.
“Katie, why are you working at the store? And as a girl? I
thought you wanted give that up.
“I did. But I had no choice.”
“I don’t understand.”
“After getting my bookkeeping certificate I was working 6
days a week at the store. Mom insisted that I work as Katie. There was nothing
else going on in my life so it didn’t seem to matter. At first I would change
my clothes when I got home, but after awhile there seemed no point to it. Mom
got me a manicure and pedicure and with my nails like this, I looked ridiculous
dressed as a guy. Then she had the salon shape my brows and give me this
hairdo. I had no will to resist her. The truth is, I haven’t worn male clothes
in over 2 years. My mother seem happy and I have come to the realization that
what she wanted all along was for me to be her daughter. And that is what I am
to her now.”
I was stunned. How could a mother make her child feel so unhappy?
I wanted to fix it, but I didn’t know if
I could. I was about to try.
“Katie, I made a big mistake 6 years ago. The biggest
mistake I ever made, and probably will ever make. I loved you. But I could not
accept in my mind that you and Jeremy were one and the same. I loved Jeremy too
and didn’t realize that. I have to apologize for hurting you. I will never
forgive myself for that. I also need to tell you with all my heart I am still,
to this day, very much in love with you. I don’t think I ever stopped loving
you. If you will have me, I want to be your wife.”
I sat back and with my hand shaking, picked up my glass and
took a sip. I could not look at her face. She sat there for what seemed like
forever, but was probably no more than a few seconds.
Katie:
Her words stunned me. That was probably the last thing I
expected to hear from her. The truth was I hadn’t really thought about Abby very
much in several years. All I knew was that I was extremely unhappy. And now I knew why. Tears were rolling down my
cheeks. I made no effort to wipe them away.
I looked up at Abby and saw the tears in her eyes. I had
never seen her cry before. I wanted to pinch myself to be sure I wasn’t
dreaming.
“I love you too, Abby. I never stopped loving you. Of course
I will have you and I shall be your wife.”
She walked around the table, tears still flowing. She
kneeled next to me, wrapped her arms around me and we hugged.
Great story! I'd love to know where to find more of Karen's stories!
ReplyDeleteThanks Ken, all of the stories Karen has written are on Fictiomania. I will be bringing all of her stories to this in the coming days and formatting them here so they can be enjoyed by everyone.
DeleteCool!! Thanks Annabelle.
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Karen
I am soaking wet reading this story. I had a nine month relationship with a guy that I feminized. This story brought back all those wonderful memories. Anyone who has not done this has no idea what it feels like to have that awesome power and control. Thank you it was very well written.
ReplyDeleteThank you for taking the time to comment Valerie. For me it has all been fantasy except for some role play. In that I was the one being "force" feminized.
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