Surprise Sunday

A drawing I completely forgot about. See if you can fill in what is happening. 

"Don't...worry dude...ahh... my sister won't be home until the evening...ehh.. now fuck me."

Tricked Thursday

 

Surrender Sunday: The Feminized Husband Blog

Is it gay to express like this?

On Sundays I usually have an image that exemplifies Surrendering, but instead of an image I thought it best share a recent post that exemplifies surrendering masculinity and embracing femininity from Kirsten G a Female Led Relationship blogger. 

Kirsten writes in a way that makes me jealous for a number of reasons: she writes beautifully and she is living the lifestyle of a feminized male partner to his wife and boyfriend. Recently she wrote a post that addresses the complex and and touchy subject of homosexuality and feminization. I encourage everyone to follow her and share your thoughts on this as I encourage healthy dialogue.

(Written by Kirsten G: The Feminized Husband Blog on June 29, 2025)

Is It Gay to Live as a Feminized Husband? 

We live in a world where labels often serve as both maps and walls. They help us find each other, understand each other, and build communities — but they can also confine us, misrepresent us, and divide us. This is especially true when it comes to gender, sexuality, and relationships — the most intimate and tender domains of our lives.

The question, "Is it gay to live as a feminized husband?" is not just about semantics. It’s about identity. About freedom. About how we understand love, gender roles, and personal authenticity in a culture that is only beginning to expand its definitions of what these things mean.

As someone who lives fully — joyfully, proudly — as a feminized husband to my wife, I feel compelled to speak directly from my experience. Because the answer is simple, and at the same time, deeply complex.

The Feminine Spirit Within the Male Form

Let’s begin with the heart of it: femininity is not the same thing as homosexuality. Femininity is not a sexual orientation. It’s an essence, a mode of being, an inner truth that can reside in anyone — regardless of gender identity or the bodies we were born into.

For me, femininity is not a costume I wear to spice up my relationship, nor a performance for public or private entertainment. It is who I am. Deeply, spiritually, emotionally. My gestures, my voice, my desires, my way of receiving love, my way of giving it — all arise from the feminine spirit that lives at the center of my being.

Living as a feminized husband, then, is not a contradiction. It is a fulfillment. A coming together of my internal truth and my chosen relational role. I am my wife’s husband — devoted, strong in my loyalty, responsible, constant — and I am her feminine partner, her soft mirror, her receptive lover. We are not a contradiction; we are a harmony.

Love and Desire: Fluid, Not Fixed

Many people, when faced with relationships that fall outside heteronormative templates, ask questions like: "Does that make you gay?" "Bisexual?" "Something else?" These questions are not always malicious. Often they are simply attempts to fit new realities into familiar boxes.

But sexuality is not a filing cabinet.

Sexuality, like gender, like love, like spirit, flows. It’s more like water — it finds its path, shaped by the contours of who we are, by the people we meet, and by how we are received.

In our triadic relationship — between me, my wife, and our boyfriend — I do not experience my attraction to him as a "gay" desire. Not because I am in denial, but because I know what I feel and how I feel it. I love him, yes. I desire him, yes. But I love and desire him as a woman loves a man — through the lens of my feminine spirit.

When he touches me, kisses me, makes love to me — I am not a man being loved by another man. I am a woman in spirit, being adored by her man. The electricity between us is not homoerotic. It is heterofeminine, if such a term could exist. It is gendered not by the bodies we inhabit, but by the energies we carry and the ways we connect.

That is why, in this love, I feel very straight. It’s not a contradiction — it is a testimony to the inadequacy of labels.

On Being a Feminized Husband

To some, the term "feminized husband" may sound like a novelty, a kink, or a submission fantasy. And while there are certainly spaces where femininity in men is sexualized or fetishized, that is not what I live.

For me, being a feminized husband is not a submissive role. It is a sacred, elevated one.

It is an expression of partnership, not power imbalance. My wife does not dominate me — she honors me. She honors the fullness of who I am, including the parts of me that many men are taught to hide: softness, emotionality, intuition, receptivity. And I honor her equally — not as a master, but as a queen. As the strong, masculine force in our union. She is my protector, and I am her sanctuary.

When she touches me, penetrates me, holds me in her strength, I do not feel humiliated or emasculated. I feel seen. I feel honored. I feel loved as a husband should be loved — deeply, intimately, and in a way that aligns with his truest self.

When the Spirit Leads, Gender Follows

So often, society tells us that our bodies dictate who we are and who we may love. If you are born male, you must be masculine. If you are masculine, you must desire femininity. If you deviate from this order, you are transgressive, queer, gay.

But I believe something different. I believe that spirit comes first.

The body is a container — a beautiful, mysterious one — but it is the spirit that gives the body its meaning.

My spirit is feminine. It always has been. As a child, before I understood gender roles or sexual politics, I moved through the world with a softness, an openness, a relational depth that felt more aligned with traditional femininity than masculinity.

But I was never confused. I was never "in the wrong body." I was simply born with a body that did not always match my internal currents. And rather than reject it, I chose to integrate. To allow my feminine spirit to flow through my male form, as a husband, a lover, a partner, and a beloved.

Beyond Labels: Living Truthfully

So, is it gay to live as a feminized husband? Only if you define "gay" in the narrowest, most body-based terms.

If you define gayness as a man being sexually or romantically attracted to another man, and you see both of those men as fixedly masculine — then perhaps. But that is not my experience.

In my reality, my love for our boyfriend is filtered through the lens of my womanly heart. I do not desire him from a masculine position, but from a feminine one. And my love for my wife is equally powerful — I relate to her as her husband, not in spite of my femininity, but because of it.

To me, this is not confusion. This is clarity.

Clarity that love does not conform to binaries. Clarity that desire is not dictated by gender performance. Clarity that the soul knows what it wants, and it will find a way to express itself, even when the world lacks the vocabulary to understand it.

The Courage to Be Whole

Living as a feminized husband requires courage. It means walking through a world that may misunderstand you, mock you, or attempt to redefine you. It means answering questions that others may never have to consider.

But it also means living truthfully. Boldly. Beautifully.

It means letting go of roles that never fit, and embracing a selfhood that feels aligned and whole. It means building relationships not on default expectations, but on authentic connection. It means honoring both your masculinity and your femininity — however they manifest — without shame or apology.

And perhaps most importantly, it means creating a life of your own design. A life where your wife sees and loves you for who you are, not who society says you must be. A life where your love for a man does not negate your straightness, because you love him not as a man, but as his woman. A life where your femininity is not weakness, but power.

Conclusion: Reclaiming Our Truths

So again, we ask: "Is it gay to live as a feminized husband?"

And the answer is: maybe, maybe not. But does it matter?

What matters is how you feel when you are touched, held, kissed. What matters is the truth in your body, the song in your spirit. What matters is the love you give and receive, and the courage you carry as you live that love fully, unapologetically, and joyfully.

We are not here to fit into definitions. We are here to define ourselves. To embody love in the forms it takes for us. To honor the deep truth that our lives are our own, and our identities are more than anyone else’s categories can contain.

Being a feminized husband is not a contradiction. It is a calling. It is not a deviation from masculinity — it is an expansion of what masculinity can hold. It is not a detour from straightness — it is a new, honest form of it.

I am not gay. I am not confused. I am whole.

I am a feminized husband. And this is my truth.

The Feminized Husband Blog

Story Based on Actual Events: Behind the Beauty Salon Doors

*Behind the Beauty Salon Doors, Inspired by events and people from Priscilla Gay Bouffant's personal life. 

Blair owns his own business and is married to a wonderful woman who supports his secret crossdressing identity, "Sabrina," however his world begins to unravel when he becomes smitten with his wife's best friend's brother, Stefan, a beautiful young man who may harbor gay feelings towards him. 

Sample:

 I maneuvered myself in the “69” position with my lover. I was giving Estefania, the option to enjoy me sucking her as she relaxed. Or she could play with or suck my penis if she so desired. Initially as I took her cock into my mouth, she sighed and enjoyed what I was doing to her.

    “Oh Sabrina darling. This is so much more than amazing. I’ve never experienced anything like this,” my Sissy Girl sighed as I licked her balls, sucked lightly on them, and then I swallowed her gorgeous penis up to the hilt, suctioning it between my painted lips and my beautifully blushed cheeks.

Giving in to his latent same sex attraction to this beautiful young man, it sets up a domino effect that leads Blair to lose everything such as his masculinity, leaving him on his knees in front of a dominant provocative woman who will bring out the woman in Blair and experience womanhood in all its most intimate glory as Sweet Sissy Girl "Coco"! 

Sample:

“Have good cry Sissy. Your marriage is over. I have spoken to both your mother, Roxanne and your Mother-in-Law Brenda. You mother is very disenchanted with you, more so due to you hiding your true sexuality. Brenda of course, is glad her daughter will be rid of you. You are Fag-Bait now Coco. So be nice to the Homosexual men I set you up with, and enjoy your new lifestyle and make the most of it. Be sweet to your lovers. I’ll see to it that they all have plenty of money to spend on you and that they are very generous towards you,” Vivian promised. 

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    “Suck, Coco,” he told me as he pushed his cock deeper into my mouth. 

    He looked very serious. I shyly blushed as I opened my mouth to receive his Penis. I began to suck as he held my neck and shoulders snugly.

    “Ah. Now this is nice. And don’t concern yourself about someone coming in here. The door is locked and I have the Privacy Please sign hanging on the knob. Oh Coco, you have the sweetest set of lips. Nice and sexy-plump. And I put on an extra coat of Passion Plum by Revlon when I did your makeup,” Sandy explained.

    “Ah. Now, that I’m wet, and nice and hard, It’s time to butt Fuck you my sweet Fairy Bitch. That’s it, stand up and come over here and bend over this end table. Good girl. Hold onto the legs while I tie up your hands,” Sandy said.

Will Blair be able to salvage his marriage and retain what is left of his former life after his infidelity with another male? And uncover the truth behind the ladies behind his new feminine lifestyle? Or will he remain as Coco, the feminized meek sex doll who takes it up the butt Behind the Beauty Salon Doors!

Link to story:

Behind the Beauty Salon Doors

Hypnotized Gay Story: Led Straight to Another Guy

Taking a chance with this original short story from "Femboy," its about a straight guy being hypno controlled by his best friend for a night he will never forget! Please feel free to leave any thoughts.

Link: 

Led Straight to Another Guy

MTV's Undressed Season 2 - Episode 3: Cross Dresser

The conclusion to all three story arcs in the very hot Undressed Season 2 opening.  

MTV's Undressed - Season 2 - Episode 1: Handcuffs

In high school, I used to secretly watch and enjoy MTV's Undressed. This show was an anthology series revolving around the sexual experiences of high school students, college students and post college graduates.

Despite being having no real nudity or sex, this series proved to be very steamy and erotic that created loyal cult following among people my generation as it had almost every kink imaginable! Love triangles, gay, lesbian, bisexual, crossdressing, humiliation, blackmail, interacial, masturbation....you name it! Undressed pretty much covered it!

Below is episode 1 of Season 2. It has high school boy being helped dressed as a girl by his best lady friend, a straight girl switching places with her lesbian twin, and a guy waking up in bed wearing panties while handcuffed to a girl!  

Bliss TV Show episode: The Value of X

A few years ago (a year before getting into forced fem literature) I used to get my erotica fix via a show called Bliss on the Oxygen network on late nights. It was written by women for women, it was mostly so-so, but they did produce a few notable steamy episodes. Like the one below about a friend helping her bi guy friend explore his feminine side while also exploring her own lesbian tendencies. Great episode, with a sex great role reversal in it. Enjoy!